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Anything that is written here will seem self-centered and will soon be outdated.  Like Dorian Gray looking at his portrait and hating it for staying the same as he changes, so will this website become my bane.
       Well, here I go...

The "Big Plans" my mum wrote about in the family letter:

  I have recently realized that I am completely obsessed with India.  The people, the history, the culture, the food, the music, the art, the languages, the relgions.  It is one of the most diverse countries in the world and I predict that its place in the world is about to become more important.  I also believe that part of my purpose in life is to go there.  And I plan to go there in the Peace Corps, or in an NGO(non-governmental organization).  Here's a general plan of how I see my life unfolding:  I plan to go to college, please don't ask me where yet, I am being accepted but still don't know for certain where I will go.  In college, there are a million things I want to study.  English, because I love to write.  Psychology, because human beings are fascinating.  Southern Asian Studies, because of my obsession with India.  International relations, because I have a growing intensity in politics, economics, and world understanding.  French, because I have studied the language for four years and it’s impossibly beautiful and will (hopefully) help me get into the Peace Corps.  I would also like to learn Hindi and Sanskrit, but there is a distinct lack of schools that offer such courses, go figure.  After I get my undergraduate degree, I can either choose to work, go into the Peace Corps, or go to graduate school.  For the Peace Corps, a undergraduate degree is not required, but 95% of PCVs(Peace Corps Volunteers) have their Bachelors.  If I have my English degree, I would very likely, if I even get accepted into the Peace Corps, be chosen to teach English as a second language.  The Peace Corps application is a rigorous one.  It requires nominations as well as many forms and essays.  It takes a long time and not many people are accepted.   On the forms, the applicant may choose three places he would like to spend 27 months of his life.  But that does not mean that he will necessarily go there.  PCVs are sent where they are needed and there is a lot of trust on the part of the applicant that he will do well wherever he goes.  At this moment in time, my three choices would be India, (Tibet), and Nepal.  Tibet is in parentheses because it is no longer in existence.  Tibet was a pacifist nation that was invaded by communist China.  Many Tibetans were killed because they refused, due to their religion, to retaliate. Many more Tibetans fled into India, where they are currently refugees, and the Dali Lama is among them.  Still today, Tibetans are under persecution at the hands of the Chinese.  The flag of Tibet is banned, displaying the flag or proclaiming “Free Tibet” is punished by death.  On my car I have the “Free Tibet” sticker because a) I find it to be an extreme act of cowardice to attack a pacivist nation and to continue persecutions and b) also as a testament to my freedoms as an American, to say, think, and believe what I will, free of persecution.  Anyway, I would like to work with the Tibetan refugees in India, because of the immense respect I have for those people.

Prom 2004
For our Junior prom, my friend John and I dressed entirely in duct tape attire.   For the sake of time, John and I covered an old thift store suit and dress in red and black duct tape.   Everything from my mask, necklace, bag and shoes were made of duct tape.  The whole project took several rolls of duct tape.  John's outfit took longer because of the number of pieces he had to cover as well as the flame detail that he put on the vest.  My dress only took about 4 hours to make, but I spent a lot of time on the accessories.  I made my corsage and John's boutonniere out of duct tape and instead of obtrusive pins to stick them to our clothes, we used tape!  Also, my shawl is made of both duct tape and  aluminum foil (very hot, like a baked potato) and my earings were made of foil as well.  Before the prom, John and I, dressed to the nines, went to ACE hardware, where we had  bought the duct tape.  The manager asked us questions and was so excited that he took our picture and gave us free duct tape.  Walking around in outfits like that is a lot of fun.  I felt(and according to my friends looked) like super hero and everyone pointed, stared, and asked questions.  And yes, everyone wanted to touch it.   Spending $40 on duct tape sure beats $300 on a boring dress that someone else might wear! 


The Peace Corps is an interesting thing.  People join it for many reasons.  Most have the Hollywood image in their heads that this is a romantic, charitable act.  But it’s a lifestyle. Even though I have no idea fully what to expect until I get there, I do anticipate that it will be “the toughest job I’ll ever love.” And there will be moments when I don’t love it.  But the Peace Corps chose me; rather suddenly, I realized in a rather spiritual and profound way, without knowing much about the organization, that this was something I was meant to do.  Now, I have done a lot of research into the organization and am even organizing my life around it.  I may even try to join the PC master’s program which would require that I spend the first year of my graduate school, in the United States studying at a university that works with the Peace Corps (CSU, coincidentally is one of them).  Then for the middle two years of my graduate school education I would be in the Peace Corps.  After I return, I will have the last year of graduate school to write my thesis.  There are very few masters degrees available through such a program, but English and International Relations are both among them.  After that, I am not entirely sure what I will do.  In my perfect world, I would be able to buy a small little cottage in the English or New Zealand country side and write novels.  However, there is the small matter of money which I am learning more and more about as I pay my own car insurance bill.  I could become a psychologist, which is something I have wanted to do for a long time.  However, modern society wants drugs and quick fixes that they can get from their local pharmacy and I don’t often believe in that way of solving deep, psychological problems.  Additionally, there is the new idea of working for the United Nations.  Preferably, I would like to be some sort of field correspondent and I could spend most of my time actually in India or in that area.  The jobs of career diplomat or Foreign Service officer are more than full time jobs.  I’m slightly weary of all that darn red tape.  Yet, I think I would be capable in that position.  In the same regard I could be a lobbyist. Or, and this just occurred to me, I could utilize both my love of writing and interest in foreign affairs by becoming a correspondent journalist.  Or perhaps I could even write for National Geographic.  The limitless possiblities are absolutely stifling!

So honestly, I don’t know what I will end up being, I have even had the impulses to be a police officer and a hotel architect (but that requires too much math).  Stay tuned….

[ I had more written, however I realized soon after writing it that it turned into raving poltical drivel and it's not polite to discuss anything but the weather, and even though that's utterly dry, I will respect others' opinions.  However, if you ever want to know what I feel about issues, feel free to ask me personally.]

Links:
Peace Corps
Welcome to the United Nations, it's your world.
The UNHCR, United Nations High Commissioner for Refugees, because Apathy is a Social Disease!
Kamat's Potpourri, where I fell in love with India
Wikipedia, one of the most beautiful findings of my academic career
Rotten Tomatoes, want to know if a movie, ANY movie is good? This is the place

Fort Collins Ghost Hunters
         I do not live that far from Estes Park, home of the Stanley Hotel in "The Shining" and this ghost hunting group is located in my hometown..  There is a lot of mystery in our world and death is the biggest shroud of them all, how different people comfort themselves varies.  This is one thought, take it or leave it.  And along the same paranormal lines--- EVP and ITC

And, so everyone will please stop asking.  Here are the websites of the schools I have applied to.
Reed College, Portland Oregon
Colorado College, Colorado Springs, Colorado
Colorado State University, Fort Collins, Colorado
       Also, the CSU Honors Program
Well, it was worth a shot: Brown University, Providence, Rhode Island